Wednesday, January 25, 2023
Sunday, October 23, 2022
Tuesday, October 18, 2022
The jury reached a verdict .. they won't read it until 1:30. Right now my mind is in a state if limbo. i have gotten over the feeling of being a nosy neighbor and am horrified by women going missing and men getting away with it. Did the jury find Paul Flores and his disgusting looking dad guilty as pretty much everybody knows they are OR is it not prove-able beyond a reasonable doubt. The U s of A and its justice system isn't reliable AT ALL.
Friday, July 08, 2022
when i emerge out of the woods i'll be wearing a cape & false eyelashes ...lotsa flaura a lil bit of fawna
i envision me being taller.
on the inside of my cape i have sewn pockets
for crystals & a harmonica & a coupla fatties
a source of fire
my daughter & my sons & my mother's love
all wrapped up in me as i FUK IT UP
Sunday, July 18, 2021
so i really wanted Almond Butter the other day at the Grocery outlet but i denied myself because i have heard it takes like 2 gallons of water to produce ONE almond?!?? wtf California is all the time in a drought so that's not sustainable omg... But then u got Nestle getting all the freeee water to bottle & sell so WTF is it i can DO !?? i want some goddam almond butter on my goddam toast but it's a demand i don't want supplied
so.... no almonds for me ?
i buy the kid almonds allll the time so why the fuck did i have a mental fit over almond butter & not buy it & now i can't eat almonds anymore
i'm not vegan, either so i have NO MORAL Ground to stand on about food & it's QUITE the dilemma
also FUCK Nestle
FUCK Chick Filet
Fuck goddam Hobby Lobby
oh i'm in a moood !!
Friday, July 02, 2021
sometimes u don't realize how badly someone has treated u
until they say "I'm so sorry for the horrible way I've acted!"
they apologize for what u think is waaayy more than what they did
but THEN that fucker lightbulb goes on & ur like Oh fuucckk i Have been putting up
with Being treated like THAT much shit, haven't i ?
which is a shame & also be proud to have come to that realization
Friday, January 15, 2021
Thursday, December 31, 2020
i, a little bit turned into my mom:
Hermenia who actually put the MEAN in Hermenia ...oh my mom was famous for asking Very loudly/stern af with all the authority
- at family gatherings and PUBLIC gatherings -
"WHERE?! Is the MOTHER of these kids??!?" if there were any brats anywhere near her or children generally misbehaving/causing probs, she was There to remedy that.
December 31st, 2020
i was at the beach today w/an amiga who wanted to write 2020 in the sand and take pix of the waves erasing it (yeah yeah happy new year or whatever)
my heart was Racings & i couldn't not yell out...from a safe distance cuz of covid, of fucking course ..
Saturday, December 05, 2020
& i have nooo fucking idea why but in a CELEBRATORY manner even tho: 2020 sucks a Big greeeen donkey dick. But fuck it i'm gonna celebrate that i'm still HERE. still writing on this godforsaken blog or at least reader forsaken cuz gahhh i hope god didn't forsake Lickety Split Cleaning Service Blogspot... heh
so the impetus for this burst of wanting to writerly is a book i found down between the wall & my couch called ' What To Say When You Talk To Yourself' by Shad Helmstetter,PhD. i picked it up for either 25 cents outside of Phoenix Books downtown or grabbed it in a free box cuz it sounds like that kinda title we shouldn't judge books by. so far i've only read the intro and the acknowledgements which are solid thoughtful i guess.. i mean he's the guy that wrote this book so it's safe to say he's confident about the right solid thoughtful things ta say, n'est-ce-pas?
as soon as i did my thing where i close my eyes and put my fingers along the edges of the pages of the closed book to Open it to the page i'm supposed to read... & i found pix of my kids i had stashed in there!
Yayyyyy!! & an envelope i had kissed and a Large Olive can label ... so far this book is pretty Good!
Lookit Happy & Pop-Pops eleven years ago maybe 12.. i like how they are Barely smiling