STOP LINE 3 !!!!!!

Spilt Almond Milk ..no use crying over it

so i really wanted Almond Butter the other day at the Grocery outlet but i denied myself because i have heard it takes like 2 gallons of water to produce ONE almond?!?? wtf California is all the time in a drought so that's not sustainable omg... But then u got Nestle getting all the freeee water to bottle & sell so WTF is it i can DO !?? i want some goddam almond butter on my goddam toast  but it's a demand i don't want supplied 

so.... no almonds for me ? 

i buy the kid almonds allll the time so why the fuck did i have a mental fit over almond butter & not buy it & now i can't eat almonds anymore 

i'm not vegan, either so i have NO MORAL Ground to stand on about food & it's QUITE the dilemma 

also FUCK Nestle 

FUCK Chick Filet

FUCK Amazon

Fuck goddam Hobby Lobby 

oh i'm in a moood !!

apologies

 sometimes u don't realize how badly someone has treated u 

until they say "I'm so sorry for the horrible way I've acted!"

they apologize for what u think is waaayy more than what they did 

but THEN that fucker lightbulb goes on & ur like Oh fuucckk i Have been putting up 

with Being treated like THAT much shit, haven't i ? 

which is a shame & also be proud to have come to that realization

It's my Birthday !!

 i turned 53 ! 

Fucken 2021 & am i ready for my close-up??!?!!