without a home is a lot harder than i thought it would be. With a four year old boy and a 12 year old dog; it's not as lonely as it could be. why i feel like i'm in this alone is my own personal problem, for sure. because it is totally not just me. happy isn't at home (hopefully yet) where she lives and my mother is Away from home. G. can't come Home - for x-mas time or any other..but mostly, at first - being without a home (only because homeless sounds sooo fucking pathetic)meant: sitting outside A Lot.