The Jungle VIP

unfutzed w/pictures out my front door

i really need to brush off my cobwebs and put that finishing carpentry jazz i learned to good use is what i think.

the evening blue storm cloudy sky was just amazing to me, though. it looked like a painting or something computer generated and i did nothing to enhance it but take the picture, upload and post it....
all that blue is just the nature of it.
well Whoop-di-Doooo! we got another postponement of our home being auctioned off at the damn foreclosure sales....this time we were bestowed 2 more weeks and three more days and i am not making this shit up when i say our lucky day (ha!) is
Friday the 13th.

Broke 'er in!

The variable speed was on the fastest and it still took me way longer than i remembered it could....i was really pushing that saw when i realized just how Thick those planks are. The saber tooth saw blade is tiny, when you think about it. It did the job, though. I cut it Out! my biggest heart ever. Now it's time to take that rusty ole rasp along it's edges....today is more Auction Block. It got posponed until Tuesday....
I figured out the tone of my re-action to what we are going thru; it's an almost Defiance/La la la life goes on. Fuck it, i'm not gonna be all sad all the time

and on that note: Happy Tuesday, everyone! Hope it's a Good One.

When the bulldozers come

wonder if they'd tear the house down if happy greeted them at the door. her whole family right there behind her....holding hands. And for the Super Duper Dramatic Flourish - my heart is at their feet.

this post is dedicated to all the arches my dad &/then i built

If You Make Me Feel Like a Natural Woman

wasn't such a tampon commercial theme song....i would sing it All the time! i sang it to Pop-pops in the backseat of the car. Oh I was sangin' like i MEANT it because i did....the aw baby what ya done to me part. that kid really does make me feel so good inside....it's pretty much phenomenal & i do feel like i'm a natural woman. I really do. Like i wanna pull someone into my bosom and hug them tight. Like i want to make somebody some warmmm & delicious food, maybe some actual mexican cuisine w/some hot chile and heat up 'em up some corn tortillas smeared w/avocado or cheeeeese & tucked under a soft warming dish-towl/cloth on the table..one after another until We are nice & full...Also like i could go outside and round up some planks i saved from the dumpster and take to them..Powers saw them in half if i want w/trusty power saw AND a brand spankin' new jigsaw  - to make  something curved out of wood. - a new saw, just for the occasion. This all makes me feeel so Alive!

Also: i don't care how many people make fun of it, i kinda liked Aretha Franklin's hat.

Yesterday was so Beautiful

I got All caught up in the Pomp and forgot my circumstance!

The Bank Knockers Came only they didn't knock

time keeps on slippin slippin slippin into the future, aye! So this happened to us on New Year's Eve, for some deliberately horrid timing...Now that is just tragically Mean, IMHO. Happy New Year's to you, too CountryWide cocksuckers. AGAIN. Why we gotta be in the dark all the time about this? Gah! But i forget how dark it is when i got my head buried in the sand. That PW'd brother of mine won't answer ANYone's calls for authorization to release any damn info! Aren't ostriches the weirdest fucken birds ever?
also:
Couldn't the Bank Knockers with the scary papers have waited 'til Monday?? Nothin' you could do about it thru the holidays but have shitty news sittin' in your lap. in the form of some lawyerly gibberish in 7 different languages & a notice of trustee sale...The Ole Auction block. And it was supposed to happen on January 22nd at 11:30am. Only it got postponed. i'm hoping it stays that way. forever.

happy epiphany day to you too

C.M.B.

Tortilla Mary, tambien!