Air out some jacked up emotions. And i must come clean about my in-ability to "be present". I just don't feel it. I'm going thru my life these last maybe 10 days and thinking, "Ugh! do i have to Deal with that, Again?!?" And i just don't wanna. My kids are in high bugging mode. My mother won't Shut Up. My dog needs a bath. The living room needs a good cleaning. The whole damn house needs a good cleaning (either that or fucking Bulldozed) & the piece of shit car is Falling Apart, I am always Having to DEAL with shit. Why can't i just DO what i want to do without getting a headache and or interrogated/pulled & poked at and/or have my energy/desire just sucked right outta me?? For maybe three days in a row i don't want anybody to ask me Anything.
Oh fuck it!, Fuck IT, i say. Also i just need to Get OVER myself already. It's not really that bad. It just feels like it is.
4 comments:
Don't be sad
Don't be sad!
Remember:
ummmmm....
I love you!
I am muchly sorry that life is being no fun right now.
That is never a good thing
I am sending many good wishes your way, lots of little happinesses and blessings and the like.
I am hoping life will improve for you soon, that everything will calm down and be wonderful again!
No se si te escribo en español o en inglês?
tentamos o português, quem sabe?
You oughtta see my house. It looks like a crack house in Fargo, but without the charm or charisma.
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