Tuesday, May 20, 2008

अह्ह्ह्ह्ह्छ नुट्स!!! And Happy Tuesday, tambien.

The cool curvaceous recently enabled Hindi writings says: Ahhh, Nuts!!! Which is kinda how i feel...i mean really how i feel. I can't figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. Nothing sounds good. I want to blog and i don't want to blog. SO MUCH is happening in this messy crazy wacky jam packed life of mine and yet ....and yet i feel like i'm letting things slip thru my fingers. I'm extremely happy and content with my family, & so stressed about the house. This last weekend:

I was rushing around getting SUNBURNT at the beach for Pop-pop's THIRD birthday. Saturday I was ratting out Happy's hair for the Prom. I was writing a heartfelt letter to my congresswoman on Friday and we saw resultz/heard back in 45 minutes. My mom is now in touch with the Senior Legal Defense. On Friday, we found out my favourite aunt has a rare form of Leukemia. There was a lot of time spent on the phone (ugh!) with her beautiful girlfriend Kim who saved my aunt's life by getting her to the emergency room on time so that she could go thru multiple, invasive and conclusive tests that detected this rare disease. It would have been fatal if they had waited one more week. Now she's going thru chemotherapy. Her name is Gloria but i calls her Glory Be. She's gonna live. And so am i. And as you can see here by these two scanned polaroids: It really and truly is a Happy Tuesday. For sure.


La Sirena said...

I'm sorry to hear about your aunt. Happy birthday to pop-pops and I know what you mean about wanting to and not wanting to/ feeling it and not feeling it...

phryGIAN said...

GUHHH. SO too muchingz
So, I'm glad you got these posts
down. Keep 'em coming!
You know what I was thinking?
You and I can talk on our cellies
whenever we want! even though....ya know. Anyways, my sister looks gorgeous as per usual. Like a movie star. Thought she should know. Polaroids?

the heartful blogger said...

She looks like a 1940's movie star, the ones with real glamour in their blood, the ones you just can't find anymore.

However you're feeling, it's all okay.